sigh. I get the empty feeling when nobody is reading my blog. Who cares anw. It's sucky. w00t.
Anw Ms Sharma didn't come and there was this shitty guy who looked like a monkey who stood outside and came in and at first i thought he was the damn relief. Till he said that he's the relief for the entire Geog lessons. Not that he said that, but i gleaned that off his body language. And dear old monkey happens to be 30+, haven't break voice like so he's like cracking at every higher note he makes in his T1 voice. Solihin snubbed him in a rather smart manner hahas. He sux anw. I have the feeling that why Ms Sharma didn't become our Geog teacher is cos of timo that fagger. Last year go rub her butt. That pervert.
Today is such a good morning. That is, if there were no 4.8km run. And anw dear old PE teacher gave us a good pushhup position cos we late. then run to the ECPark lagoon.Halfway i gave out cos too tired. (actually i had the strength but i lack willpower.) so i trudged across the sand beach and got my shoes and socks full of the gritty stuff, then pretty much walked the 2.5km back. There were occasional sprints, of course but i definitely had no strength by then. I'm underweight and i ate a light breakfast so i had no spare energy for the run. so when i finally show up at the finishing line, Ryan:Yeah spastic! class position 18! woo! Me:groan. and i collapsed on the grass and waited till my breath was more close to normal than heart attack mode. And i stoodup and : Ryan to passing guy:Finishing line there. Me:WTF Ryan you a@#h^&* you never tell me the damned finishing line is there! Ryan: ah too bad you never ask. Me: then why you tell the other guy?! Ryan: it's called pure randomness. So now ur classposition is 22. ah!!! Me:...
So i said that i was still 18, i dont care. And Ryan said that im 22. so i write that im 18 and he writes that im 22. whatever. And anw now my shoe's dead, my ankles are so darn painful that i'm pratically hobbling,my calf muscle is aching, i am super hungry, and im dead tired. damn run.
And choir today i feel so sad. cos there's reauditions and i not only got to still be sop i get 'promoted' from S2 to S1. Sang a high E for clement. Then ask to transfer to bass too many (20++)so cannot. test tenor range i cannot reach the higher parts. whatever. and there's some new song to learn which sounds like 'cranberry i-forgot-what'. no score yet. damn speech day too.
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Music
Always with Me
Somewhere, a voice calls, in the depths of my heart
May I always be dreaming, the dreams that move my heart
So many tears of sadness, uncountable through and through
I know on the other side of them I'll find you
Everytime we fall down to the ground we look up to the blue sky above
We wake to it's blueness, as for the first time
Though the road is long and lonely and the end far away, out of sight
I can with these two arms embrace the light
As I bid farewell my heart stops, in tenderness I feel
My silent empty body begins to listen to what is real
The wonder of living, the wonder of dying
The wind, town, and flowers, we all dance one unity
Somewhere a voice calls in the depths of my heart
keep dreaming your dreams, don't ever let them part
Why speak of all your sadness or of life's painfull woes
Instead let the same lips sing a gentle song for you
The whispering voice, we never want to forget,
in each passing memory always there to guide you
When a miror has been broken, shattered pieces scattered on the ground
Glimpses of new life, reflected all around
Window of beginning, stillness, new light of the dawn
Let my silent, empty body be filled and reborn
No need to search outside, nor sail across the sea
Cause here shining inside me, it's right here inside me
I've found a brightness, it's always with me
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Itsumo Nando Demo
Yondeiru Mune no Dokoka Okude
Itsumo Kokoro Odoru Yume wo Mitai
Kanashimi wa Kazoekirenai kedo
Sono Mukou de Kitto Anata ni Aeru
Kurikaesu Ayamachi no Sonotabi Hito wa
Tada Aoi Sora no Aosa wo Shiru
Hateshinaku Michi wa Tsuzuite Mieru keredo
Kono Ryoute wa Hikari wo Dakeru
Sayonara no Toki no Shizukana Mune
Zero ni Naru Karada ga Mimi wo Sumaseru
Ikiteiru Fushigi Sinde Iku Fusigi
Hana mo Kaze mo Machi mo Minna Onaji
Yondeiru Mune no Dokoka Oku de
Itsumo Nando demo Yume wo Egakou
Kanashimi no Kazu wo Iitsukusu yori
Onaji Kuchibiru de Sotto Utaou
Tojiteiku Omoide no Sono Naka ni Itsumo
Wasure takunai Sasayaki wo Kiku
Konagona ni Kudakareta Kagami no Ue nimo
Atarashii Keshiki ga Utsusareru
Hajimari no Asa Shizuka na Mado
Zero ni Naru Karada Mitasarete Yuke
Umi no Kanata niwa Mou Sagasanai
Kagayaku Mono wa Itsumo Koko ni
Watashi no Naka ni Mitsukerareta Kara
