Fine. maybe i don't wana kill this blog. i wanna shit about me sis currently. if you are seeing this shit now, tan jialing, may you grovel before me and may the tears of self- pity drench you. haha. as if.
So i want the laptop. fine. she asks me when i need it i say 20 more minutes. after i'm done with me geograpee she happily goes to bathe. fine. i shit around first. she come backk and starts using it while i stone around behind her. fine. she combs her hair and goes on MSN. fine. i get a little uptight. fine. i tell her about it. fine. she says wait. fine. i wait. i stone more. fine. im a statue, fading into obscurity behind her. fine. i wait a little more. i say i need it 'cos i have to wake up early tmr. fine. she says go sleep then. fine. i wait somore. fine. she finlly passes it to me just as my entertaining notions of punching her right in the face almost become a reality. fine. i don't thank her. fine. it's granted given my anger. fine. she screams no manners, fuck shit! fine. i tell her she wasn't considerate cos she's knowingly using MSN when i desperately need the laptop. fine. i start to boil. fine. i waste my time witing this shit out now. fine. i really start to think about killing her. .. .. .. fine.
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Music
Always with Me
Somewhere, a voice calls, in the depths of my heart
May I always be dreaming, the dreams that move my heart
So many tears of sadness, uncountable through and through
I know on the other side of them I'll find you
Everytime we fall down to the ground we look up to the blue sky above
We wake to it's blueness, as for the first time
Though the road is long and lonely and the end far away, out of sight
I can with these two arms embrace the light
As I bid farewell my heart stops, in tenderness I feel
My silent empty body begins to listen to what is real
The wonder of living, the wonder of dying
The wind, town, and flowers, we all dance one unity
Somewhere a voice calls in the depths of my heart
keep dreaming your dreams, don't ever let them part
Why speak of all your sadness or of life's painfull woes
Instead let the same lips sing a gentle song for you
The whispering voice, we never want to forget,
in each passing memory always there to guide you
When a miror has been broken, shattered pieces scattered on the ground
Glimpses of new life, reflected all around
Window of beginning, stillness, new light of the dawn
Let my silent, empty body be filled and reborn
No need to search outside, nor sail across the sea
Cause here shining inside me, it's right here inside me
I've found a brightness, it's always with me
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Itsumo Nando Demo
Yondeiru Mune no Dokoka Okude
Itsumo Kokoro Odoru Yume wo Mitai
Kanashimi wa Kazoekirenai kedo
Sono Mukou de Kitto Anata ni Aeru
Kurikaesu Ayamachi no Sonotabi Hito wa
Tada Aoi Sora no Aosa wo Shiru
Hateshinaku Michi wa Tsuzuite Mieru keredo
Kono Ryoute wa Hikari wo Dakeru
Sayonara no Toki no Shizukana Mune
Zero ni Naru Karada ga Mimi wo Sumaseru
Ikiteiru Fushigi Sinde Iku Fusigi
Hana mo Kaze mo Machi mo Minna Onaji
Yondeiru Mune no Dokoka Oku de
Itsumo Nando demo Yume wo Egakou
Kanashimi no Kazu wo Iitsukusu yori
Onaji Kuchibiru de Sotto Utaou
Tojiteiku Omoide no Sono Naka ni Itsumo
Wasure takunai Sasayaki wo Kiku
Konagona ni Kudakareta Kagami no Ue nimo
Atarashii Keshiki ga Utsusareru
Hajimari no Asa Shizuka na Mado
Zero ni Naru Karada Mitasarete Yuke
Umi no Kanata niwa Mou Sagasanai
Kagayaku Mono wa Itsumo Koko ni
Watashi no Naka ni Mitsukerareta Kara
